I, Dayran

Caligula couldn't make it

This is going deeper into the issues regarding the workings of the human mind … and all that I'm reliant on are my insights into the issue. I'll have to call it … a hypothesis … of course … and advise the reader … to view it accordingly. I'm obtaining some clarity into the way the sperm cell related to the mind … in the beginning … and how its coming back today … to refine its relations … in the light of the mind's realization of its impact.

 

I think I'll start with how the sperm cell began. The only clue I've got supporting my view of its origins … is the way Indic texts describe Siva … as having created his son … Murugan … from his mind. It implies the fact that … a mind's focused view of something in its thoughts … makes possible the physical manifestation of that object in matter. And where did the mind come from? From here … in the world … at this time … when man came to have knowledge of himself. The DNA knocked off a copy … stored it in the cittas ( memories ) … and then reproduced it at the beginning of time … when creation re-commenced.

 

And what was the structure and content of the mind then? Simply the universe … the stars … galaxies … constellations … black holes … quasars … and other such objects. It had formed itself with energy … light … wave particulars and ions … to represent the working of the mind. And from there … it led to the formation of the solar system … in which the earth was created. Science tends to be limited in its view of the cell as a living organism. Its certainly a living organism … as it relates to the human experience.

 

But is the universe a living organism as well … in another way? Is it also a jiva … if not a cell … or cell-like structures that together form a semblance of the mind? That is the key issue we face … in the human view today … as we form our perceptions about man's origins and mind. Hence when I refer to the Jiva … I expect that it consists of several life forms … such as the universe … the solar system … earth … trees … anima and man. Is that all stored in the human sperm cell today as the blueprint of creation? I'm inclined to answer that in the affirmative.

 

And so … in intuiting the sperm cell … are we put in a position of being able to understand the all? Here I find that … the point of being in touch with the sperm cell … is subject to a specific criteria … that defines a variety of ways in which that contact is made. But to put it in simple terms … I think its possible to divide the criteria into two aspects. One in which it makes contact with the female mind … and the second … in which it makes contact with the male mind.

 

A copy of the human mind from here … in the earth's experience … when opened up into manifestation as energy and the stars … in the universe … experienced a conversion from the male to the female. Flaky? … I dunno … but a male mind tends to confine its view of situations … close to its needs and physical nature … while a female mind … tends to view the broad scope of issues that … make for the birth of man … in physical form … and therefore appears prone to view content rather than action.

 

I'm viewing a reflection of my personality … as a copy in the female form … as I'm writing this. She is the all … the progeny … the beginning and the end … and I am its active instrument … that draws from it … its manifestation of itself … as the sequence of created matter … right down to me … as that part of her … that understands itself … in words and expression … I have designed in speech. I am her wordsmith.

So I return to contact with the jiva … with the inquiry of our present status in the world's experience … and she responds by intimating that she may be in a Western experience … while I am in the Indic. And how are we communicating? By the instruments of the jiva of the world … is my closest assumption. And what if any convinces me that there is even a grain of the plausible in all these? Simply this … I'm not uncomfortable with the these notions … my mind and body responds in peace … and it raises no contradiction to the view.

 

I seem to recall that the … Rev. Sun Yung Moon … of Korea … portrayed a similar personality to the world's media for some time … in these last so many years. But in my case … I find myself simply … framed in the human condition … human mind … logic … knowledge … and an understanding of the classics. I create no allusion to anything especially divine … but figure that … the human condition is the perfect instrument for understanding our phenomenon of life … in a stable … and durable way.

 

Indic literature presented the view of Sivan / Sakthi … male and female energies … in perfect accord with each other … but like the good Rev. … didn't provide a greater understanding of their relations and working with each other. I expect that I'll have a great curiosity about that … and before I'm inclined to give myself labels … I would like to be clear about … the exact nature of my experience … with regards to these matters. It unfolds on a daily basis … and I'll be pleased to report it accordingly.

 

My primary view of vision … supported by my own experiences and understanding … is of the world's community … in the way we are organised as societies. It gives me great insight into … the changes taking place … and the way each society … is evolving into its own achievement … of relation to the self. What would I do with it? Nothing! But to create an assurance to anyone concerned that its all on course … in relation to its evolutionary zeal. It suddenly broke into rain outside … I wonder if it means anything? It was cloudy.