PlanetRomeo

Taking it a step further

Its billed as a gay friendship club on the web ... so I thought about it for a while ... before joining. I'm not into hardcore gay sex ... but the prospect of meeting up with people ... who share a common sense of love about the world ... particularly the ' Avala ' appeared possible. So I put up my picture ... and filled in my particulars ...leaving blank the section that details penis size ... cut/uncut ... color ... and described my interest as simply to ' chat.'

You have no idea ... the interest ...  a 60 year old picks up in a place like this. I've had visitors from the US, Britain, Europe, India and the local area. Imagine my surprise in finding that ... in an area of about 50km from my location ... there are 600 people who are members of Planetromeo. It certainly raises a person's awareness of his own neighborhood.

However ... despite 50 visitors over a 2 day period ... I have not found anyone willing to chat ... and share a discourse about the nature of the self ... individuality ... and social concerns. I have however received a intense invitation by someone ... who is so oversexed that ... I turn him down the first day ... and he's back ... the following day ... trying to convince me of the power of self love ... especially in the way it expresses itself in the flaunting style of the hedonist.

I remembered my own mid-life crisis at 45 ... and the inordinate sexual urges that accompanied the experience. I dunno how I managed it ... but along the way I had bought a toy pistol ... the kind that shoots pellets ... and played with it for a while. Curiously ... handling a handgun ... moderates the experience of sexual drives ... and in some way helped me to get a control over my urges. So I recommended that to my young friend and would-be lover ... and I've not heard from him since.

There are people obviously on the wind about my inexperience with the same sex relations. So they ask me if I have been with someone before. I tell them about the one time I was walking the park at 4.00 am ... when I saw a slim young thing in a red negligee ... pissing into the lake ... standing up. He came up to me and propositioned ... then walked over to his car. I went over and had offered him $50. He had said it wasn't about the money ... and I said it made me feel better. Then we jerked off for each other.

It was the first time I had seen another man's prick and the experience moved me in mysterious ways. But in the time we spent together ... it brought up a ton of issues for me to deal with ... which I did ... in the days that followed. But in the car ... we were so lost in each others company ... that we didn't realize the early morning joggers were all about and peering into the car as they passed. Its a good thing that he had shaded windows.

I have been surfing the membership on Planetromeo ... the past few days ... and am appalled to find ... that the
' Avala ' concept ... has simply brought to people ... the self drive on the sexual impulses ... but has not moved their minds into the greater sphere of experience ... as a sign of humanity and individual identity ... and an indication of the will of creation. I suppose its to be expected ... until it settles down to something more meaningful in life.

In the meantime ... I'm making some new friends without anything particularly uptight. It helps ... and places like Planetromeo helps people to do that ... especially if you are prepared to steer the conversation to what you want ... and not dive into bed with that XXL classification of prick ... that's mounted on someone resembling a young Hercules with biceps. Well ... I guess I'll have to just keep at it ... getting the good message out that is. Its a tricky job ... but somebody has to do it.