The Veena

Man as Universe

In all of the Indic insights into the nature of man ... they finally referred to the self as a veena ... a stringed instrument that creates a certain rhythm ... in respect of the body ... to which the mind provides a meaning ... of the sensations experienced. Its a curious appellation ... but one that I am finding ... to be reasonably accurate of an accomplished individual ... who has learnt to simplify all experiences ... to what it means to him. The variations ... diversity ... and tempo ... are quite large ... and brings itself to cover all manner of relations encountered by the individual.

In considering that I was actually trained in this art ... creates quite a stir in my inquiries. It appears to me that ... what began 8 years ago ... in 2005 ... to get me to stop taking things apart ... instead to look for that common thread that joins all things in a union of purpose ... peaks my interest about the nature of reality and man. I'm relating this to how it began as voices ... particularly that of a lady ... singing in a soulful voice about her loves ... dreams ... and ambitions ... and then settled down in the following months ... into an intense course on knowledge of man ... the world ... and universe.

I remember running around the house ... checking on the audio and video gadgets ... and then realizing that the voices were actually emanating from me. My state of mind was totally agitated ... and the paranoia ... was simply at bursting point. Now in looking back ... I'm amused at my own responses ... but I'm not sure if I'm in a position to explain the wherewithal ... of the phenomenon.

The first explanation I heard ... was from my guides ... who claimed that ... in times of crisis of understanding ... the world responds through the instrument of our common relation ... and guides each individual in his trauma. When I inquired further I was told ... that its a lady called Ambika ... who's the sister of the sun. They said it was set up by her ... as a way of retaining the sense of contact between all humanity. Curiously I had googled
' Ambika ' ... and found some similar write-up by someone.

Figuring that I couldn't possibly do worse than the explanations given me ... I looked up the constellation maps ... and created a scheme of the stars here in our solar system ... before they broke up ... and became planets. Certainly its curious to think that the earth was once a star ... before moving on to complete its experience as earth. Giving free rein to my impulses ... I was thinking about the 7 billion people out there today ... and thinking of what strange bonds we might have created in all these time from star to planet ... and to the world that we know today.

As it normally happens ... the voices bring to me ... a response to my expressions of understanding and my inquiries. In such a way ... I met a group of 4 people in an inner circle of the earth ... who have been occupying me ... these last few days. Strangely ... the experience brought me back to my days as a child ... the way I was a giddy kid ... given to preposterous imaginings. It all came back ... and before I could say ' whoa horsey ' I was dragged into it again ... with some sense of the rhythm of the veena ... and then I saw where I had come from.

Okay ... here it is ... I'm naming the original one experience of the earth as ' I-Star ' as the beginning of our experiences of the earth. Thereafter we are supposed to have gone into the supernova experience ... and emerged as the planet earth. In my experience I'm viewing I-Star as re-awakening ... regaining a sense of his original form ... and coming into the realization of what the world is today. Its creating in me the tremendous realization of what exactly is the human body ... and its ability to know itself.

However as I allow free rein of my contact with I-Star ... my mind appears to go into a spin ... in a view that the human tissue is far too loving to be able to surrender completely. My mind steps in to make sense of each part of the experience ... and arrest any slide of the experience into dreams ... and wistful wishes. Its important however that a person balances the star influence with the physical nature of our lives ... to preserve the experience as comfortable ... and compatible with the organization of our societies.

Perhaps there's a suggestion here that human experience may evolve into a greater refinement of the tissue and skin ... that may better manage the influence of star ... and by that I figure it refers to the ionization of our bodies ... in contact with the magnetic fields ... of the earth. No doubt ... our organization of societies ... work ... institutionalization ... and social order ... are in place in order to create that achievement ... in the continued evolution of our experiences. Time would tell ... but in the meantime ... the rhythm from the veena is catchy.


   

Reviews

[Cryingkate]

almost unbelievable.... I chose this as my second read and look what I wrote in my very first visit with you. I felt that rhythm from you ,with no knowledge of this :-)
I think my latest desires for more understanding of this higher frequencies has brought me here.
Thank You again for sharing

[Sagar Waingankar]

Interesting read but do society readily allows one to completely release ... it would never broaden the state-of-tranquil to relate with that of burning experiences! They fear his freedom that could spoil their buttery meal. I ain't negative about idealist society but the way they frame their eligibility criteria. Hope they widen the exposure and allow one to readily ionize! Thanks!