Chap 19 : The Beginnings of Knowledge

Moving On

In reviewing my notes … on the personality of Dies … it occurred to me that Dies resembled the qualities of the 1^st Cakra … at the base of the spine. From here … in connection with the workings of the solar plexus … Dies brought a powerful relation to all other qualities in the body … and he engaged them like a stage play in the workings of the diaphragm. This indicated a certain play of the passions … that was undertaken in relation to mind. In that he had almost virtual control … over the thought processes.

 

Dies's twin … Loher … at the 5^th Cakra … located just below the chest and above the stomach … joined him in his plays … and it represented the proverbial … light (Loher) on passions (Dies) … which represented the epitome of social behaviour … and outlook in society. It was a balanced play of qualities … that took into account Dies's need for security … survival … relationships … and social identity.

 

Loher on the other hand … represented a curiosity about many things … and often inquired into the nature of relationships … love … and was keen about being fair … in his relations to all. Together they had represented to me … the relationship of the two Adonais … in their playful manner … of raising the impulses and bringing them into play. Their antics were responded to as understanding of some sort … by FH at the 6^th.

 

However the mind at the 8^th Cakra … on the forehead… given to working with the criteria of objectivity … factual nature … and evidence … was reticent in responding to the play. FH was therefore in the habit … of linking up with the mind … like a feminine rationality on issues … and persuading him to take part in the activities. But the response of the mind … like a male quality … would confine itself to providing its observations on issues but stay unattached and a little distant.

 

In my initial position of recovery … all three of them … Dies … Loher and FH … had grown completely inactive … on account of something similar to loss of faith and self confidence. But when the mind began its study of human nature … the histories … and the world experience … something that appeared to represent all three of them … like the all powerful mother of creation … arose from the 2^nd Cakra … below the prick … to confront me in the mind. This is the quality I named as DW.

 

DW had two close companions … in what I viewed as a convolution of purposes. She was related to Park as the 3^rd Cakra … located on the prostate. And then she was befriended with a non-sequenced … 9^th Cakra at the umbilical… the dog that I named as Ginger. DW's method it appeared was very straightforward. She worked the principle of reward and punishment … in the human experience … and brought Park to reward with pleasure … and Ginger to threaten … punish … and to cut off the mind from contact with everything … like a deep psychosis … in which the mind was completely inoperative.

 

This represented to me a move into the next phase of study. I was exhilarated by the opportunity … and the initial experiences I encountered … in connecting with the elements of nature … trees … birds … anima … I had peaked the interest in the mind. I was at this time … introduced to a quiet intelligence … in the workings of nature and creation … that was to form the basis of my study in the following years. It was the beginning of my learning … into what I had thought impossible … in the human experience. Little did I realize … that it was to introduce me to a world … I had never known existed.