Chap 3 : Lemy's Tale

The Knot of the Issue

' I remember a big bang. Science calls it an ' apoptosis.' Self love raised to as far as it can go … ends in a big bang. Its the bile in the system … it gets inflamed and then explodes. We were all torn to shreds … and thereafter … gradually bonded with one another … in a relation that is new … to form new bodies. It was that which caused the dinosaurs to go extinct … and the emergence of animals as we know today. '

' I am Lemy … I am the father of Loher … and the chronicler of your adventures as the human. I am your maker … I gave you life … a body … mind … and heart … and all I wanted was for you to love me. '

It wasn't spoken so much … as it was intimated to me as a child. Lemy was my personal God … he knew everything. He was a kind man … but in a strange way … he would guide everything I did … and would leave no room for my own initiatives. He wasn't willful about it mind you … just persistent. When I met him again … he was a nervous wreck … fearful that I was going to leave him … and destroy his carefully laid plans … to raise the experience of love … in the human experience.

' Dies perished in the explosion … and for the first time … we came to perceive the mortal nature of what we are. We resurrected him … but he was furious and refused thereafter … to allow us to manage the affairs of man. We want to raise Dies … back to his immortal nature … but he refuses. His passions are in a state of shock … his mind in concussion … and he has lost the faith … of his experiences … as the body of light. '

It reminded me of my mother … the way she used to fuss over us … and loved doing it. Couldn't do without it really … but she kept that carefully hidden. The solution lies in man's ability … to divide his personality into two parts. The first is the human aspect that deals with the reality of everyday life. The second is the acquiescence we provide to Lemy as God … to manage our body of light … in the way it travels from life to life … and finally reaches the supreme experience of master of the universe.

It was a great plan … but it had one hitch. The body of light influences the passions of the physical body … and in time drives a man into acts of the greatest foolishness … when he takes it all literally. In the human body … death is inevitable ... and is a fundamental reality in our experience of life. There's far more damage done in the name of immortality … then the simple acceptance of the truth of the human condition.

Lemy revealed himself to me as a body of light … that has the male power to reason … but has the sexual organs of a woman. Her greatest gift is the power of love … and all she wanted to do … is to give. I told her … I might consider the possibility … of letting her manage my body of light again … if she can do it right.

That would be quite a job … considering that there are two bodies of light … in the individual … in the world's experience … and they are both lusting for each other. Its left to  OJ … Queen … and Lemy … to make it clear.