Emotional cycle

First public try. Mostly expressing my feelings.

Feelings come and go. 

They change like seasons. 

Being hit with 2 seasons in 1 term can effect you like a spark of electricity.

When your the only person in the world feeling the lack of sensitivity. 

Between millions of breathing organisms. 

Who would rather enjoy the thought of an organism, than getting an actual orgasm.

Who would settle for 9.5. Because that is just 0.25 steps lower than 10. 

See in this context it hard to play out. 

If you just fight for the actual orgasm, 

you wouldn't even waste time thinking about it. 

The dream thought would be useless

When the perfect picture can be a breeze away

See the typical girl pictures the perfect relationship in her mind. 

But, instead of making her dream thought a priority, 

She settles for second best. 

Because second best is easier to find, easier to get a grip on, and easier to discard of. 

And when it finally becomes clear that that choice isn't your dream thought. 

And months go by without real attention. 

The cycle continues.