If Only I'd Cared...A Poem by David Lewis Paget
How did I lose you, I confess
It couldn’t be love, but carelessness, I thought the years in their passing might Be spent in caring, and bind us tight. For I was there in the days untold To watch your faltering steps unfold, To see you when I came home at night And rock your cradle in pure delight. I lit the fires with a paper spill Protecting you from the winter chill And prayed for you to the Lord above For sending his gentle sign of love. I watched you form, I watched you grow And sometimes had to be strict, I know, But did whatever I could to guide With the love that I felt for you, inside. Then one day, off in the world you went To the great adventure life had sent, And still I followed you, day by day In your youthful follies and wayward way. And wasn’t I there when you came back home With an open door from your urge to roam? I tried to nurture the friend in you As a father’s love has a need to do. Then you had little ones of your own And the years sped by, the children grown You fought and struggled and did your best Then you, like me had an empty nest. But you grew bitter and full of doubt And questioned what life was all about, While I still offered a caring hand In hopes that your grieving heart would mend. I may be old and you’re not so young Though still I was proud to call you son, But now, for reasons I just can’t see You seem to have turned your back on me. Your cruel words, like a pointed dart Have finally broken this old man’s heart, I wouldn’t be feeling this bleak distress If only I’d cared not more, but less. David Lewis Paget © 2013 David Lewis PagetFeatured Review
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