Now I Feel so Small

 Kill my inside

 Take my soul for a ride

 Give me hope and take it away

 No one will see me tomorrow day

 Call me what you will

 My spirit's weak, my mind ill

 I hide my face in an honest lie

 My life in essence is a pig sty

 There's no sense in hiding

 My reality's been sliding

 Should I want to continue

 If I asked, would you

 Left to my lonesome

 With an acquired taste for gloom 

 No escape, no winning, complacent

 That's not exactly what I meant

 No more meaning left in the game

 It won't change, it will always be the same

 A nobody going nowhere no how

 I'll accept loser of the year with a bow

 I won't speak for anyone but me

 But there's a lot of things that I see

 I don't like much of what I witness

 But everyone's under their own stress

 I wish I would have prepared to crash

 I know what I'm saying sounds rash

 But I'm ship with too many holes

 I was once an ocean voyage with too many goals

 Now I'm a washed up abandoned dream

 Nothing anyone remembers as it would seem

 I would that's okay, but I can't get over it all

 I used to feel so big, now I feel so small

 Like the titanic, I felt invincible

 But in truth, I was very vulnerable

 The bigger they are, the harder they fall

 I used to feel so big, now I feel so small