Saddened Heart

Saddened Heart.
Some believe in utter
Love others believe in
Love I stand looking
Out the window
And hold my breath
And stop and think
About true love again
I think about happiness
From the bottom
Of my warm heart
and soul into my
Brain but close
My eyes and dream
and I seek her special
Heart in life to
Hold together inside
My beating heart  
calming words
Of wisdom soothes
My loneliness I
get on my knees 
and pray to Jesus Christ
every night I'm
alone in life again
My Lord Jesus
I'm still Dreaming
Of the day you
Bring me a bright
Shining star my lord
Into my saddened
And dull heart my life
Is like no other my lord
I'm really a
true believer one day
I'll find my special girl
My heart can always dream
My Lord Jesus Christ.