Lonely again i am

A man of no love I've not a friend in the world I'm lost I'm saddened by my loneliness I wonder if times might been different but I'll always wonder I could if changed my ways never changed back in my days sitting alone in an empty apartment I think of myself as a nothing no more how life has changed but I've not a lonely old man I wonder why I never changed as a tear rolls down my face I'm frustrated lonely frightened o how I wish I could of changed my ways for me I'm lost in time no way back wonder if I told her my true feelings life might be different I'm sad lonely old and never forgetting the ones I'm hurt and ones I've loved why o why could I never change if only I told her how I truly feel I would never be alone again I'm sorry my love I'm hurt you your life has moved on once hurt before now I'm left with the hurt like no other its me who is saddened lonely and upset I've lost everything I loved and now I cannot forget if only I told you I love you my love.