Preparation

If I could have what I wanted today
I would decline and simply
Neglect to say
That you're mines cause though
You are.. I'm not ready
If I could have what I wanted today
It would be like stuffing the suitcase
Forgetting your ticket to board the plane
Same destination but would I
Wind up sane? Would I wind up sane?
If I could have what I wanted today
I'd rather you be the victim
So I could take the blame
Tell you about my plans and how
It wouldn't be the same
It wouldn't end up right
There's nothing I can change but
But if I could have it tomorrow?
I would be In charge yea?
I could ensure my beauty
I could control my focus
I would know my value
Even days you're too busy to notice
And I would never stress about
The conditions that we started..
So can I? Til today's the day.