True blame

It's not that I don't trust you
It's that you went from here to there
I know we are close friends but
There are things that you don't share
I can't force you but I should communicate
But really, I don't think you care
If you're distant then I'm distant
For my sake.. Still want to pull you near
I can't have heaven til I prove to me
That I can meet you there
My track record is a lot to take
Not established enough to care
I don't want to hurt you cuz
Your heart is mines and these
Feelings are rare
But what if this space just grows in time?
Guess there are some things I fear.
It's not that I don't trust you
It's that you went from here to there.