The last thing I remember

  I wasn’t the type of guy people calls troublesome, I was always obedient, and apathetic nothing really ticked my attention and so was all my days went by, empty, and boring. My family suggested for me to attend a football match, I honestly didn’t know  who was playing, and since it was close to home just few blocks away I decided to walk there by foot (How ironic) anyway on my way back home, the darkness started to embrace everything around me, as I am walking by I see both people and cars from the game, I was too young to drive just one year away from my driver's licenses.  People who walked by me seemed passive and drunk, I avoided these type of people; little did I interact with anyone in this town. The more I get closer to my home the more people started to disappear. I wondered what happened to the street lights they are fading away, there was only two light sources left, the cars, and the lights from the nearby houses. As cars disappeared as well I thought "hey of course, it's getting late what my parents would say?

Continuing my trail in semi Ghost town as I pass through the houses, on my way home I saw a girl she was sitting on the grass of a house, my eyes could not escape her she has long hair and wore white dress, she had a eerie feel to her, something disturbing, at that point I was getting drowsy and didn’t want to ask questions in middle of night so I proceed home! I entered my light-less home; my parents were fast asleep, so I wobbled my way, I threw my head on my pillow, trying to sleep but the image of that girl pops in my  brain " what was she doing there" I asked myself. I can't help it, I can't sleep, that realization reminded me of my old habit I grabbed my pillow and slept on the couch of our living room trying to drift my thoughts of her. I grabbed the remote turned on the television and began skipping through the channels till my vision became blurry more and more I fell asleep.

 

This is a dream right? Then why I feel this sensation, something I had never felt before, I was in a strange dark humid room, although it is a dream the scent was clear as day it was horrible, it’s the smell of rotten foul scent, as I reach for the switch it Is without a doubt the most horrifying scene ever, there was blood everywhere and the walls had stains of red on every wall. I panicked I knew this was just a dream, so i swallowed my fear and reached through the door, I remember my hands shaking as I turned the door knob, as if something was holding me back, behind the door I saw more and more red as if my vision was distorted by the color, people are being tortured screams and moans, but these people weren’t screaming from pain! They were screaming from pleasure?  as I heard some of them say "MORE, MORE", for some reason I am at ease, I am not horrified I am happy, this enjoyment I am feeling why? People are dying people I don’t even know, between the crowed I hear a woman's voice calling me "welcome back you piece of trash" she clings her body against mine," what took you so f*****g long? And she hands me over a small dagger, I reply with a friendly voice" what is this?  What does it look like? She says and continues "this is what makes you tick, what makes you happy" she rubs her fingers on the floor and jabs her finger into my mouth "taste pure blood does the pain and death of others excites you? I tasted the metallic fingers and said "yes, it does" she smiled at me and walks inside a room, I followed her there, as soon as I entered behind her, I hear cheers and loud voices of greetings. I see her comrades of four to five men in the middle there was a man tied down in a chair blind folded; she looks at me and said "here, your pry awaits you" approaching the tied man I felt a daze, a touch of happiness I could not explain came over me, as I place the dagger down his throat, turning the dagger on an angle  facing me as I look at my psychotic smile, I shook off my smile as I regained my sense of logic, I threw away the dagger looking at the woman awe so afraid, she looked pissed and insanely angry, she held up the dagger into the victim I stared at her cutting his flesh off breaking his bones and blood rams out of his body like a waterfall, she took a piece of his hand and cut his fingers and found herself a giant nail on the table and she dressed the finger to the nail. That scene was horrifying and I know it was but I yet again I feel happy I feel satisfied. This was the last thing I remembered.