broken

idk i guesse its a story of meh life tbh im just boared

My mind is such a mess i tell peole not to cut but i cant do the same for myself. some times i just wish i could talk to someone but everytime i do i end up listing because i dont want them to go through what i whet throught. idk how much more i can take. i cry for no reason. i feel like no one wants me. im bi and always gets teased for it and ...... sometimes that really get to me. the only things that actully bring me joy  are biology math and like three people that i cant even see because we live to far apart from each other. people think im just some quiet kid at school but no one see beneath my mask. since i dont know you guys exept the few that i gave this to i feel safe saying that all the rumors are true im a foster. and they are mean thats all im going to say. i feel like the only reason i write is because its the only way my feelings get out.