For thou love of thou Forbidden Chapter 1 Notes

Harry Potter and Ron Weasley try to gain their crush's attentions.

Chapter 1: Notes

Haaaarry

Harrrry

Harry.

Harry wake up.

Harry wake up now!

                Harry woke with a jolt and looked around his bedroom. Harry was disappointed to find himself alone once again. Why don't they ever stay? Harry had been lonely as well as horny last night and so he had asked Marcus Flint, one of his shagging buddies to come hang out with him last night. After they had gone through two bottles of fire whiskey and Marcus hearing Harry complain about how his true love would never want to be with him they had shagged… twice. Marcus was always gentle and careful not to harm Harry in any way.  After their dirty deeds Marcus let Harry curl up against him and fall asleep. Marcus left early in the morning leaving merely a note for Harry.

~Dear Harry,

                I am sorry Harry but I don't think we should be like this. I will happily stay your friend or close confident but you need to grow up, gain a pair of balls and tell your crush your feelings. Use your Slytherin mind (because I know you have one) and tell him with whatever cunning way you can think of. I will no longer be your pity shag and I have warned the others that you shag emotionlessly to not bind to you for more shags. You will grow up Harry whether you like it or not.

Marcus~

 

                Harry groaned and crumbled the letter in his hand. Why are they making me do this?! I don't want to be rejected and if he knew that I am of creature blood well then that’s another trait he can add to list of reasons he hates me! Fine I will tell him but if I get rejected I am going after Marcus…. Harry got up from his bed and went to take a shower. Thankfully Harry was joined in his shower by Ron. Ron pressed Harry up against the wall of the shower and kissed him senseless and when he broke the kiss he whispered to Harry,

“That’s for good luck, but don't tell anyone I did it.”

                Harry grinned and pushed Ron’s hair out of his eyes. Harry stared into Ron’s blue orbs before kissing the boy’s forehead. Harry loved Ron just as much as Ron loved Harry in fact, the two had a whole ‘friends with benefits’ relationship because Ron too had a crush on someone that he did not think would love him back.

“If this all goes well Ron then I will help you gain your lover too.” Harry whispered with a smirk.

                Ron nodded and rested his chin on top of Harry’s head. The two held each other close while under the spray of water. After a few moments they helped each other wash their hair and bodies before getting out of the shower. Harry got dressed before going back into their dormitory to write a note for his crush. Harry sat down at his desk, took a quill out and started writing on the parchment after he had cast a spell so that his crush wouldn’t be able to recognize his handwriting.

~Meet me in the room of requirement today during your free period you will not be disappointed, well maybe you might but all will be explained with no strings attached. When you reach the seventh floor corridor and step in front of the wall where the room of requirement should be press your hand to the wall and whisper the words: Black Snake Pit. The door will appear and you will enter. If I am not there yet please sit on the couch and wait for me.

Your secret admirer ~

“Can you please take this to my crush, Hedwig?” Harry asked kindly to his familiar.

                When Hedwig nodded in acceptance of her master’s request she allowed Harry to lightly tie the letter to her leg before flying off. Harry watched Hedwig leave out the window before maneuvering herself so that she would be ready to enter the Great Hall along with the rest of the mail delivery owls that would arrive within ten minutes. Harry and Ron grabbed their messenger bags, which contained their books and school supplies for the year, before they went down to the Great Hall. Harry and Ron sat down together and started piling some food onto their plates. Since the beginning of the school year Harry had been trying to convince Ron to eat with manners and to eat normal servings which he agreed to after much coaxing. Harry watched Ron eat with actual silverware instead of with his hands and the serving of food he had was now only slightly bigger than what Harry had on his own plate which was definitely an improvement.

                During first year Hermione had grown tired of them so she had asked McGonagall to resort her and she was put in Ravenclaw so, it was no surprise to Harry and Ron when Hermione walked into the Great Hall this morning and glance at them in disgust. Harry spread some raspberry jam across his piece of toast and ate it happily. Harry heard the rustle of feathers and knew that the owls were entering the Great Hall. Harry watched his note get delivered to his crush. His crush looked flustered and confused at getting letter from Harry’s owl no less. Harry saw his crush glance around in surprise as he tried to find out who had sent him the letter for the man had not known whom Hedwig belonged to. Ron had watched the whole scene and smiled. Ron knew that Harry’s crush probably liked Harry back was just afraid of love.

                Ron glanced at one of the other house tables to look for his crush but immediately turned away when he saw his crush glaring at him as if he was a waste of space that needed to be terminated. Ron murmured to Harry about going to the bathroom before gathering his bag and leaving the Great Hall. Harry was worried for Ron and so after he took a gulp of his pumpkin juice he got his bag and went after the red headed boy. Harry basically ran out of the Great Hall and down the corridors until he reached the boys bathroom. Harry heard sobs echoing around the room. Harry went into the bathroom only to find Ron curled up under the sinks, crying into his knees with blood running down one of his arms. Harry knew that Ron was a recovering cutter but he had yet to see anything but the faint scars. Harry ran over to Ron and pulled him out from under the sinks. Harry carefully healed the small gash on Ron’s arm before pulling the boy into his arms and holding him close to his chest. Harry banished the blood from the room. It took Harry nearly an hour to calm Ron down and made Ron promise to never cut again. Ron took a wizarding oath that he would never cut himself before sniffling and wiping the tears away from his eyes roughly.

“Now, will you tell me what made you hurt yourself?” Harry asked worriedly.

“It was him, he was looking at me as if I needed to be exterminated. I didn’t want to live with the thought that the love of my life hates my guts.” Ron whispered.

“I will make him pay Ron, I swear to you. Now we need to get to class. I will explain to our first period teacher why we skipped and explain to our second period teacher why we are late. Just let me do all the talking and you will be fine.” Harry said as he kissed Ron’s forehead.

                Harry and Ron picked up their bags and headed to their second class. They were only late by ten minutes and as soon as they got there Harry made Ron go sit in his seat while Harry went to talk to the teacher. Harry had to admit that Professor Lupin was slightly furious that they had been late but after Harry had discussed their situation he had calmed down and even offered to send a letter to Professor McGonagall to explain what had happened this morning as long as the boys would get their missing work from the other students in their class which Harry agreed to. Harry and Ron sat in Professor Lupin’s class for the hour and a half that it was taking notes, doing chapter reading, and taking a small quiz on the expected chapter.

                The next class was a free period for both Harry and Ron. Harry told Ron that he was going to the room of requirement to see if his crush was there. Ron claimed he wanted to do some studying and that if Harry needed him that he would be underneath the tree by the black lake. Harry walked swiftly towards the seventh floor corridor and grinned when he noticed the door was still there meaning someone was inside. Harry went over to the door, whispered the password and then enetered the room. Once Harry was inside the room the door disappear on the outside that they wouldn’t be interrupted. Harry noticed his crush siting on the couch and went over to him.

“What is the meaning of this Potter?” Severus asked.

Harry took a deep breath before whispering, “I am in love with you and I think you could potentially be my mate.”

“What creature are you?” Severus asked after staring at Harry for a long time in shock.

“I am a Dark Veela.” Harry stated simply.

                Harry could tell that Severus was shocked from the years of studying the potions master from afar. Harry scooted slightly closer to the man while Severus was distracted by the shock of the information. Harry didn’t know what was happening to himself but he did know that he had a strong urge to curl up against Severus’ side and cuddle until the man had to leave to teach classes. Harry attempted to ignore the urge by nibbling on his lower lip as he watched Severus think about the information he had just been told.

“Dark Veelas mate for life don't they?” Severus asked.

“When we know that our mate is far from our reach our genes allow us to have other partners but we can only mate with our true other half or in other words we can’t have kids with our shag partners but we can have kids with our soul mates.” Harry explained.

“So you aren’t a virgin?” Severus clarified.

“Nope, and neither are you. I know that you had at one time been in a relationship with both of my godfathers. I have had a relationship with a few male slytherins and gryffindors but none of them are as important to me as you are and they know that. In fact I tell all my partners that before we do anything serious romantic wise.” Harry said softly.

“You have to know that I will not reject you but I will need time to think about this… I could lose my job and possibly be put into Azkaban if anyone found out about us.” Severus said seriously.

“I know that’s why I am trying to control my hormones now so that I do not jump you even though I am the submissive.” Harry mumbled embarrassedly.

                Severus gestured for Harry to come closer to him. Harry was delighted by this action and so he crawled into Severus’ lap and snuggled into the man’s chest. Severus was slightly surprised at suddenly having an armful of Harry and couldn’t help but chuckle darkly as Harry rubbed his head against Severus’ chest affectionately. Severus tilted Harry’s chin up gently before lightly pressing his lips to Harry’s.

Bang!