Been This Way For Awhile

I weep at night

I try and stay and fight

I can't sleep at all

I don't ever feel right

Every time I get up I fall

I hate my self

And I can't shut it out

I have wealth of sadness

I don't get what life’s about

I try and close my eyes

And I sit and think

My life is filled with lies

I wish my boat of life would just sink

I don't care anymore

And I have no will to live

I am so soar

I am about to give

I try and scream

And sit and wait

As my blood gleams

All I do is hate

I forget all my good dreams

I sit in my hated state

I should just give up

I close my eyes and concentrate

I don't wish to live

I feel screwed up

I don't care about anything

I feel corrupt

I don't feel pain

I never smile

I must be insane

Because it’s been this way for awhile

Reviews

[Shadow666]

Very sad, and I got a lot of emotion from this. Simple and to the point. Good job.