I Give Up

 The pain I feel

Hurts you most of all

I cannot heal

I watch myself as I fall

I cannot get up

And worst all

I have given up

On myself

I stand no chance

I will rot in hell

I have been stabbed by darkness' lance

I am not well

I just lost my last chance

My future you can tell

I will never make it

And even though I try

I cannot take it

I will die without saying goodbye

I'm not worth a cent

The dark can take me now

It has my consent

I just hate to see

You feel bad for me

I hate myself

And I just don't get

Why waste your wealth of care

Why give a s**t

Why even try to be there

When even I don't care...