Am I Crazy?

  

I think I'm insane

I hear voices in my head

I feel so much pain

I think that I should be dead

 

One voice tells me to kill

I try to resist

I have very little will

I keep fighting even though the voices insist

 

One tells me to die

I tell it no I'll be ok

I know I shouldn't lie

But I know I must not go

 

One tells me to hide

 I want to but I can't

It hurts inside

Surrender I Shan't

 

One tells me to lie

Something I can do but I must not

Not to listen I must try

This voice is often fought

 

The voice tells me to die

It makes suicide sound so good

But resist I must try

I will only do what I should

 

One voice tells me to sin

It tries to make me do wrong

I will not let this voice win

I am strong I have been fighting this voice all along

 

One voice tells me to give in

I refuse and I fight

I will fight I will live

My will is strong and I will keep going

 

They all try to break me down

They are all hate and want to end me

They try to make me feel lower than the ground

But I will not let them seal my fate

 

There is only own good voice I have found

 

This one and only voice tells me to fight

It tells me to refuse while the others just abuse

I will follow this voice because it is right

I will take any bruise any pain after all I’m insane

 

I keep on fighting while my path keeps lighting

I keep going even though I’m losing sight

Everything is getting hazy

Yes indeed I think I’m crazy

 

Reviews

[karmic]

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