Day 8

'She was born in the season of Autumn leaves, died amidst the grief, all in the season of Autumn leaves.'

Friend's POV

Letter to Sophie, from Frenemy

Dear Sophie,

I was the girl who hated you the most. I hated your smile, I hated your laugh and I hated people giving you attention.

I envied you from the depth of my heart.

Still, I don't know why I cried...
When you died.

Maybe it was your beautiful laugh that made me cry.
Your enchanting smile that made me frown.
Or,
Your mesmerizing words which would leave me speechless.

Tears dropped down my eyes as I remembered how we used to joke at things.
I regretted all the times that I had backbited you..

Your mom came to my home today. Handing me a letter which I never thought you would give.. To me.

Dear Bestie,
Life is for those who don't want to live sometimes.
Even if I wanted to live, I know you'd probably be reading this letter when I'd not be here.
I envied you so much.
You were surrounded by people who really cared for you. People around me were just there to get into my bank accounts.
Your aura of mystery could make any one enchanted!. The people, who seemed to care, wanted to use me then throw and treat me like a thing not a living being!
Your sweet laugh and words would make any one melt.
I was just someone else.
Cause when I smiled, at home
I cried.
My dad, didn't love me.
My mom used to watch and cry.
My brother was so far away from me.
And my friends were so bad.
Thank you for being in this train of my life, Bestie.
-S
.............

Crying and crying, I just ran to my bedroom to envelope my self in darkness.

I can just think of the girl who I envied the most,
My heart, it fluttered when I saw her smile,
Getting envy, getting sad seeing her all happy life.

She was so kind, so beautiful 
Even the most hardest rock could melt
Oh how I wish I would someday be able to tell her, how our friendship felt.

People used to surround her and boys used to swoon
And your family, I thought, they used to see you as a boon.

Until one fine day, I got to know
What life did to you and those terrible moments it showed.
Your father hated you,
And your mother used to hide the truth.
The people who loved,
Hated you the most.
The masks they were wearing fell so soon,
At your funeral only 3 people were there,
Even though you loved everyone 
At dawn and at noon.

I can just think of the girl who hid her pains and a smile she only showed,
Cause the girl I envied, 
Envied me the most.

........
You were my best friend, Sophie.

Yours faithfully
Frenemy