Again, has no title.

Also quite old

 

 I’ve turned to darkness more than once
To get revenge for all she has done
Each time I do I lose a bit,
of light inside that keeps me a live
The light was almost very gone
The world was black in what I saw
Pure hate and pain was all I could feel
Now I look back and it’s so unreal,
how all my pain was from one girl
A girl I have come to love as family
A girl I have come to hate as an enemy
I hate and love at one time
To keep myself from losing my mind,
and from destroying the light I keep so near

But still I see
She is my enemy
All that we have is gone away
There are times it fades to grey
But she will still be my enemy

I feel those words everyday
Each time I do I stop and pray
That I can tame the beast within,
Never let the darkness win
If I win, I win nirvana
A life of paradise with my love
But if I fail and darkness rain
Death to all that put me in pain
But with my love I will not fall
I can laugh at darkness and feel no pain
She has given me the strength to all
So forgive me old friend but I can not now
Feel the pain from long ago.
The past is dead along with you
And one day that day you’ll rue
Even if I let you live
Life will handle my revenge
And when I see you in the hall
I will feel pity for the not tall
Because you are dead and I am not
I have won and you have lost