Shattered and Restored

September 25th was probably the worst day in my life.  The person that I was with, the person that I thought that I was gonna marry one day, the person that I thought that I was gonna have a family with one day, left me for a girl he knocked up...He already has 2 kids of his own and now he has a third one to deal with. He literally took my heart and smashed it right in front of me with the girl he knocked up next to him...Laughing...

After he left me, there was this one guy who Ive been talking to for the past year now. His name is Will. We've known each other for about a year now and hes been wanting to be with me since the day we've met. Which was a few months ago. The things I like about him is that hes caring, funny, and I love his personality overall. The one problem I had with him though was that hes 28 and Im 19. I was worried about the age difference between up would be a problem with not only with my friends...But my own family.  3 days later after Joshua left me, Will asked me out and I told him that I was gonna think about it anf that I would let him know by the end of the day.  By the time nightfall came around, he called me and we started talking.  Then he asked me again "Will you go out with me?" The more I thought about it...The more I kept thinking about what will happen.

Will he betray me like Joshua did?
Will he leave me for a girl he got pregnant?
Will he stop getting in touch with me?
Or will he completely different than Joshua and actually treat me like his princess?

So I told him "Yes. I will" at first I thought I was gonna make the biggest mistake in my life because I was dating someone who was almost 10 years older than me.  But so far its going pretty good, hes doing alot better than what Joshua was ever doing. I dont even know why I was dating Joshua in the first place...I guess I was just so tired of seeing all these girls with there boyfriends and I guess I just felt completely left out and alone. I sorta noticed that I was developing feelings for Will after Joshua slowly started disappearing out of my life. Will was always there for me and he talks to me every single day. I try to see Will at least twice a week if I can. I truly do care about Will and I hope he doesnt betray me like Joshua did, because if he does...I dont know if I'll be able to trust other male ever again...

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[Emrick]

Sorry for what happened to you. Love doesnt know of age or class.Put your trust in your relationship and all will work out well for you.
I wish you luck.