Why do I even bother anymore?
No matter what I do, it always come to bite me in the a*s
I try being nice to other, yet they turn around and become complete jerks towards me
I try being nice to my older brother who has autism, yet he blames me for everything that I didnt do
I try helping others, yet they all push me away like Im nothing
What is wrong with me?
Am I not good enough as a person?
Am I a failure as a friend?
Am I a failure as a family member?
I just dont know
But if this keeps up, Im just gonna throw my arms up in the air and say "I give up. Your on your own."