To Keep FightingA Story by Dark_HeartsIt's not exactly a story, more so a diary entry kind of thing, but there was no option for that so I chose this. Basically, the way I feel.
I wish they knew how hard it is to keep going, to keep fighting. Every breath is a battle, every day a war. At the end, I lose. I fall, arms bleeding, tears leaking from my once bright eyes. I look at those pictures of the girl I used to be. The one who knew how to smile without pain. I peer into her eyes, twinkling with a foreign happiness, one I used to know, many many years ago.
I keep fighting, but only for one reason; what will happen to my family after I go. Even as I type this, a picture come up for a family; a father, a mother, and only one child. I don't belong in mine. All I do is ruin things. This fighting is useless, I know I will lose in the end, so why not go my own way? The battles of breathing are over. I surrender to the darkness I know all too well. The war of living another day is over. I can finally be free. Crimson blood pools around me, and I smile. I can finally be free. © 2018 Dark_HeartsAuthor's Note
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1 Review Added on April 29, 2018 Last Updated on April 29, 2018 Tags: Pain, sadness, empty, self harm, suicide, dark hearts, diary, hurt, fighting, powerlessness AuthorDark_HeartsSomewhere, In a galaxy far far away...AboutI love Star Wars, Merlin and writing. more..Writing
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