Why You?

Before daddy died

He called me and said he wanted a chat

I feel bad because I lied

Said I was too busy, and I'd call right back

I never did that

Now the only time I hear his voice

Is watching old videos

Or the voice notes

I remember telling him once

Dad there's this girl that I want

But I

He cut me off quickly

Son the best way to complicate love is by thinking

But i cannot help it

I wonder how

I contemplate where

I ponder when

How do I tell my dream of us real?

Where is the mercy of God

This is how hell must feel

To love you and not have you

To want but never ravish

To have jumped and never landed

That light in my eye

Lets you know when I'm thinking of you

I have to watch from the side

But in my mind we've crossed that line

I don't believe in destiny

But if I have to have another dream

Without you next to me

My soul will wake up empty

The only time I want your smile hidden is when we kiss

And I'd treasure the moment leading up to the touch of our lips

Give me a chance to open the door

Everything shines on the side with more

My love wont die

See here in my eyes

That all that defies

Our cause to unite

Never shall be granted the sight of light

Eternally we shine love burns bright

DarkTower

"08:00 Gem tells Tote, she loves him."