A cold harsh heartbreak

Its a late cold night and all the wind howling
the world is growling and scolding me
for something i feel i did wrong
 why must i have i been so blind
i loved a man who never was kind
he was a b*****d who fucked with my mind

Weeks and months even I had been weak and suffered from that heartbreak
Its been tearing me apart
But i was smarter than you think

I was planning something you never knew about
the hours were ticking
I had wicked plans
with your friends turning to my side

No need to hide anymore
You would be gone from my life for good
you can't control me anymore.