have you ever...

i also got mad at my friends. they're awesome and we would do anything for each other.....well. almost anything.

Have you even considered
That I want my walls taken down
That I want something more
Then what I have now?

Has it ever crossed your mind
That when I say no,
I am screaming yes
With all my heart?

Did you ever think
When I asked you to go
All I really needed
Was for you to stay?

Why didn't you try
To stay and help me
I asked you to go
But im a good liar.

Why didn't you try
I was waiting to be changed
You never even thought I could
And now it's too late to try

Why didn't you try
To break down these walls
The prison is abandoned
And I want to see the sun

All along you thought
you could help me escape
All you have done
Is caused me more pain

You showed me the light
You gave me the chances
You locked me back up
You left me for nothingness

Now I am leaving
And it is too late for you
But I was not saved by you
I was taken away by you

Have you ever considered
My cries were not for others
But truly for myself
So I could be free