How does one explain.....the alienation of being stuck solely in the heartache that is you. The complete desolation of agony the shame of pleading for but a crumb of thy'n infatuation from a far.Tis cheek to Jowl heart to heart one yearns to be clung to. To be so desired so lovelorn besotted and bewitched by thy'n self that one's thick smog of misery bitterness and despair flows rapidly back amidst the drains and puddles out of sight. Oh to be pined after to be so richly adored... To be sought out and solely taken for hours of intellectually stimulating conversation... conversations... One mourns the loss.. stuck in the middle of rattling winds howling song birds screeching.... In the utterly deafening silence that is you...