Other then me

My emotions right now.

Day turns to night
My smile still a mask
I'm slowly losing the fight
Struggling with simple tasks
I'm starting to crumble like cake
Wish wanting my life I'll take

Ever second my heart aches
Though the tears have dried
Every smile.. there all faked
I'm helpless my hands are tied
A soldier in the war of my mind
Slowly drowning in the water I find

I see everyone breathing fine
But I can't seem to get air
So it seems we're running out of time
I just want someone to care
To ask how I really am
But very few give a damn

My wrists are lined with ink
My mind filled with hatred
Deeper and deeper I sink
Drifting off in my bed
Taking me further out to sea
I'd rather be someone other then me

Reviews

[Masked writer]

woah this cuts deep. Im sorry and I hope everythings okay