The way I feel

The way I feel,

I don't even have to think,

The emotion is so hard and real.

But of coarse who cares.

I feel left on a cold island,

Cold and alone,

I can barely stand,

But of coarse who cares.

The way I feel today,

I feel empty,

Just the same way of yesterday.

But no one cares.

My smile you see upon my face,

Is fake, but no one sees.

But to keep is like running a long race.

So I guess i'll have to keep running.

The way I feel is hard to describe,

Well not cuz I don't know how,

But if I say it i'll get your gay vibe.

So don't ask.

I'm feeling used more than ever,

The way you call me when the others don't listen,

But however,

when they do I'm nothing.

I hate how they say shes just emotional,

Excuse me that I don't like their s**t,

 the way I feel is uncontrollable,

So think of that.

I feel like they don't care,

but wait.. I forsure know,

They don't, not even as small as a hair.

This is certain.

Like in a deserted place,

Its dry and lonely,

 just like in my case,

I feel the same.

But they way,

I feel

How do I say?

Sad.

So sad in a way,

to have this thought,

To where I lay,

To finally let go.

No i'm not bluffing,

but to commite suicude,

I don't want to live,

I don't want to hide.

So the way I feel,

Is to die,

I don't think my pain will heal,

So this is my soon goodbye.

Thats how I feel.

Author's Note

Please, if ur gunna comment... don't load me up with bullshit.

Reviews

[No name]

KK dude this isn't bullshit.... I am sorry. I have been a b***h to you and haven't made things easy so for that i feel really bad. But yes people care as much as you may not think, I care and I know may others do too. Please don't do anything that will hurt you and never forget your emotions do matter and never be afraid to show them. Sorry for everything. Love ya.

[Dark Dancer (Grass Seed..]

Thanx, but I trust almost no one...

[Leslie Philibert]

No bullshit.But maybe it might be best to talk to someone you trust about your thoughts.The poem itself is good, very honest,I believe you.