If I could

If I could, 
What would I do?
Would I say it?
Would I tell you?

If I could, 
Would you see?
Would you understand?
Would you believe me?

If I could,
Would you realize?
Would you get it?
Would you criticize? 

If I could, 
Would you wait?
Would you listen?
Would you care what I had state? 

If I could,
Maybe you'd get it,
But what if you didn't?
Would I be stuck in a snit?

If I could, 
Would I regret?
Would I be happy?
Would you forget?

If I could,
That's a bad thought. 
Its stupid,
What they'd do if I got caught. 

If I could,
not to lie to you,
I really should,
But I can't. 

If I could,
Maybe you'd be wise,
Ditch them. 
Maybe you'd see them with my eyes. 

Yet again,
If I could,
I would,
And I know I should.

Reviews

[paradise]

those are alot of questions

[No name]

Amazing write. It shows your own experience and that you are still fighting with your own thoughts.

[☮Alpenglow]

Lovely write. Your poem is dripping with raw experience and undeniable emotion. Overall a good poem, keep writing!