By Your Side

I am here, I am there
I am everywhere, why don't you care?
By your side, beck & call
You are the one, the one for I fall
Thick &  thin, though & though
Forever after I cannot fall
Away you push back unto me
Away from it all, it kills but haunts me
You infected my life, my mind, my eyes
I'm at your feet, became your b***h
You control me unfairly, unjustly as well
But by your side I do not care
The abuse you gave me
The neglect you've shown me
Makes me wonder always
Why still I love you
But by your side, I have no choice
I cannot leave you or you will die
A fragile flower in my garden of Eden
You are my poison, my potion, my devotion
I love you, I hate you
I will leave you soon
But rest assured
By your side, I will be for you.

Author's Note

This poem was written on September 2nd 2005. The original concept of this poem is lost to me, I don't remember why I wrote this or who I wrote this for. But it was during my senior year in High School so it may be about an ex. No image right now as I couldn't find one, if you happen to find an image you feel is appropriate for this poem please message me the image. Mahalo.