Fighting the Demons/Addiction

How I stayed clean.

Please someone help me!
I need to say no
I have this H in my pocket
And a hole in my soul.

You can't unlearn something
you didn't know before
You can't go outside without opening the door.

You can't be up if you've never hit the floor
And you can't be touched if you know that you know aren't sure.

There is no cure
This disease aches inside of me
Pulling at me...it pushes me around
I'm letting this mother F****r bring me down.

Thankfully I have support today
and a reason not to throw my life away.
Never before have I felt so strong
Little did I know,
this drive
to live
was in me
A L L - A L O N G