New-ish writing

A Poem by Dante

Destruction, Daring, Dunce
Pain is what i feel as i go on living this empty life
with the longing for the knife
The happiness is but a breif moment as i wonder what if?
Fills me with greif
I laugh to hide the feral paini feel
as i long for the cold steel to hit me and relax me from this hollow life
Releasing me from this eternity in strife
Fooling myself not to cry because i am too strong
Holding my crys sin for the fear of the weak destroying me from the inside
Step one losing my self worth
Step two losing my happiness
Finnaly me losing everything of the world
Then as i lie turning even more to a meaning less hust
Just longing that i wither into dust
As the blood runs thin
Hidden again behind a grin
Pledging good bye with this I leave my final sin