Honest Pure Disgust.A Story by Danny MetcalfeI SPENT THE EVENING LISTENING TO BEETHOVEN, Stravinsky, Grieg and the film scores of John Williams, while reading
Schopenhauer, passages from the Bible and Shakespeare. At times I felt the perfect purity of that which
transforms the world. The bebop of perfect beauty. It did not last because I
had not yet slayed all the dragons of my mind. I meditated, practiced yoga and
often lit incense. I liked the sweet smells of the sun-kissed golden aromas.
They cleansed the unseen parts of my being that most are too afraid to touch. I
closed my eyes and sometimes experienced the hot-cold calm of the far off shore
of eternity and came to understand I lived in an age of spiritual poverty. It
was a kind of honest pure disgust. That night I went to my local village
pub. It was small and shabby and had a great open fireplace that you could warm
your hands upon on cold winter nights. The regulars spread their drunken words
like butter onto the wooden tables. They spoke in short waves and long tides. They often played cards, dominoes,
darts and other various games. ‘’B*****d’’ ‘’F**k’’ ‘’ what bad luck!’’ were
words often heard among those partaking. I went to the bar, bought a drink and
sat down near the pool table. The sound of the balls trembled and rattled my
teeth. I sipped my drink and felt my lips quiver and my face widen. It must
have been obvious as it drew attention and a man came over to me… ‘’Fancy a game of cards?’’ the man asked. I said yes. He must have thought me simple as we
ended up playing snap. He won the first set. I won the second and third. ‘’Damn you and your fast hands!’’ He looked at me
sharply. ‘’Fancy a wager?’’ he said. ‘’OK’ I replied. ‘’OK. The best of 3. £20 to the
winner?’’ I didn’t have £20 but I thought what
the hell. I won the first set and I let him win
the second to make it more interesting. At this point I was
holding all the cards…sweat ran down my opponents’ brow. I placed the cards,
one by one, onto the table patiently waiting for the right time to pounce. I
could feel in the vibrations of the cards the right time was coming up…I put
down the king of hearts, then the 3 of spades and then SNAP! The winning card
was the 3 of hearts! ‘’ B*****d!’’ the man shouted I bought him a pint and left with
£17.10. I looked to the sky, and felt a kind of honest pure disgust. © 2021 Danny Metcalfe |
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Added on January 21, 2021 Last Updated on January 21, 2021 AuthorDanny MetcalfeUnited KingdomAboutI am a writer, poet and playwright. All works are first drafts. My favorite writers are: Arthur Rimbaud, William S Burroughs, Clarice Lispector, Robert Walser, Julio Cortazar, Mikhail Bulgakov,.. more..Writing
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