Always

Always

A Poem by Complex Disaster

As you disappeared into the blinding snow you said you'd always known
Of the sacrifices that clinch like vices but now it's time to go
Praise that .38 and do it, I hope your last meal is a bullet
I know who you were and he's coming around again
There's no room in my home for your sins
I hope someday you'll see what I have, maybe then you'll understand
That this isn't how I thought it would be, does that make me less of a man?
The stars fell in my lap every night and every breath I took was a fight
Your cold blue eyes prayed for suicide and the lack of faith left me blind
The silence fell like a gypsy's spell, my heaven turned to hell
Fading away with the rest, I knew you'd always be the best of the poison in my well
So praise that .38 and do it
I hope your last meal is a bullet
I know where you've been
Now you're coming around again
There's no room in my heart for your sins

© 2014 Complex Disaster


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I love the phrase you used "Of the sacrifices that clinch like vices".

Posted 10 Years Ago


Complex Disaster

10 Years Ago

Thank you, I'm glad you enjoyed it it's about a very dark time.

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Complex Disaster
Complex Disaster

G town, VA



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Where do I start? I live in a small town in southwest VA where there isn't much going on. I play guitar for a band called DREAD where I'm known to play an 8 string guitar. I also write acoustic music .. more..

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A Poem by Complex Disaster