Fear of being alone

Found some spare time to scribble, and here's the results of it!

Broken promises, foundation of lies
not quite the way we want it to end.
Without a doubt the silence around
pulling us away from what we've found.
Holding on tight to the last bit of us,
afraid to lose what still remains.
There's no hope, there's no truth
behind this wall of hate.

Chorus :]
Time passed us by unexpectedly,
you're standing right in front of me.
Our connection weakened, almost disappeared
I'm still here but you seem long gone,
you and I no longer belong.
We don't belong together anymore.

Sat here all alone, I'm going insane
not knowing if it'll ever happen again.
Time's not on our side, it's all down the drain,
no point in even fighting this pain.
Fear of being alone, can't get out of this
no strength for a meaningless last kiss.
Not a single tear, not even a scream this time
Not being able to justify it in my own mind.

Chorus :]

The friends are long gone and I'm left a mess,
Not worth it no more, too many mistakes.
Clock's ticking away, the time's nearly up,
it's time to take the final shot.
With a blow so strong what's there left to say?
Not going to look back at this memory of pain.

Chorus :]