Always

I wish I could
say I felt nothing
when you shattered
me, that the usual
numbness took it’s
place in my aching
body. But as always
the pain invades my
ever breaking heart
as I watched you walk
away for the last time.
And as always, I couldn’t
cry, even though I was
so upset and the pain in
my empty chest was
overwhelming.
And as always, I messed
up everything, making
it impossible to be
forgiven.

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[Distant horizons]

Sad, sorrowful words, beautifully expressed.