I know so well your confusion…and that is what breaks my
heart. It hurts not the most to see that you love another, but say that I am
still your Guardian and not love me so. This all is the most painful thing for
me…it’s something that I’ve never experienced. I just wish, so hard, that you
would sway your mind…that you would just for that single moment I long for, say
those word I want to hear…
The tears I hold
back for you start to hurt. At this point, I just want to die in your comfort.
I just want to express every single little bit of affection I have for you and
then just fade away. My age says I am young, but I am much older…and these
kinds of things have worn down on me. I just want to love as I fall…
In the
musical, “Phantom of the Opera” the Phantom is in love with Christine, trying to
claim her heart…but she loves Raoul instead and leaves the Phantom heart-broken.
I cannot draw enough parallels to I and the Phantom and you to Christine. I
love you…I do not want to have to deal with this pain anymore…just embrace me
in your arms with all of your heart for one moment…
“Say you’ll share
with me one love, one lifetime…
lead me, save me
from my solitude…
Say you’ll want me
with you here, beside you…
anywhere you go
let me go too…
Engel, that’s all
I ask of you…” " The Phantom (As I sing his lines…)
Daniel Helle, Eighteenth of May, Two Thousand and Eleven.
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