Paved Road

"The road to Hell is paved with Good Intentions"

It's been two years

Two years for both of us to grow

You said I changed

I don't think I have

I'll never tell

Never tell you the real reason

Why I left you in the first place

It's hard to share

The real reason for abandoning

Someone who loved me like you did

It's been two years

But I know it will still hurt you

You were perfect

So pure it stung

Your innocent questions

Made me feel like a w***e

You said you couldn't understand

Why I did what I did

I said I was young and foolish

You believed me but I knew

That deep down inside

You were disappointed

So I couldn't stay

Couldn't handle that look in your eye

I know the person you have become

But why do I get the feeling

That if I looked into your eyes now

I would still find that judgmental stare?

I miss my friend

Did you know?

I miss you as someone who could make me smile

Not make me feel more ashamed of what I'd done