War

Internal battles can keep a girl up at night...

I love you

Get out of my sight

Enough with your declarations of affection

I can no longer stand them

It's not my nature

I miss you

I feel your hands on me

Don't you dare come any closer

How could you have done this to me?

I don't need anyone

Hold me

I hate what I've become

I never wanted to feel like this ever again

Being alone never wounded me like this

Remove your hold over my heart

Kiss me

I won't apologize for who I am

You knew what you were getting into when it began

Abandon me like the others

You know your tolerance for me is waning

Remember me

Leave me if you wish

I can hide it all again

No one will ever know

But please

please

please

Don't ever stop loving me.

Author's Note

Internal battles can keep a girl up at night...

Reviews

[lrigD]

This was a bit confusing but good nonetheless. I like the conflicting emotions (but I guess that's what internal battles are all about...) and how you expressed them.