Tortured Soul

Tortured Soul

A Poem by dangerbooze

It's not supposed to hurt this much
They say love is happiness
and joy and everything you could ever want

Liars!
You've lied to me
I've lied to me!
I can't take it anymore
I want it to end

It shouldn't hurt to love someone
not like this
not to the point where my mind
shatters and glues itself together again
I can't do it anymore

I don't want to look at you
and not tell you what I feel
it kills me every day not to tell you
but I'm so afraid

It's too early...
but love finds the room to grow
and I want to say it
I really do!
But I...I... 
I just can't

It hurts more to say it
My heart can't take that kind of pain
not again
Not the endless longing
Not the agony of regret

I hate what I feel for you
I hate the fear I have to not speak it
I hate...hate it all

I love you.

© 2010 dangerbooze


Author's Note

dangerbooze
And I hate that I can never say it. I've taken that risk too many times already...

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Added on July 10, 2010
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I'm a lazy writer. I write what I feel when I feel like it. But to be more specific, I have a constant case of writer's block about pretty much every thought that I can think of or even consider. .. more..

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A Poem by dangerbooze