Serial Loops

This is a paragraph that I wrote without stopping and I let my mind run. Again, I did not stop so please excuse me for some mindless sentences and others.

As I gaze into my blank wall, I see dreams that have not even occurred in my head. But have they? Well yes because I just thought of them. How complicated but simple life is. An entire life can be described in one word: A Life well I guess that's 2 words. But it is amazing how dumb the human body can be and so the human mind believes that. But it is amazing how dumb the human MIND can be and so someone else’s mind thinks that. And it is amazing how dumb the “someone else’s mind” can be and so I think that. A loop. May not seem like much because it circles back and you can see the entirety of the loop but if you look at it closely, the loop goes on for an infinite amount of time. This leads to the statement that looks can be deceiving and this applies to almost every case. As some serial killers may seem harmless but you have no idea their inner desires to murder. But where does this desire come? From the mind, childhood traumas? Depends. It all depends. On the loop. Serial killers all have a desire to kill. This is just one part of the loop. All serial killers are obviously different in terms or race, gender, occupation, etc. But they all have the same desire. And this leads back to the loop. And loops lead back don’t they? So what does this say? Does it say that this entire conversation was a loop? You tell me as I gaze into my blank wall and you look at the first sentence I wrote. Is this a dream that has never occurred in my head? Hmmm. You tell me. 

Author's Note

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