Those 8 words

I hope you like it. Interpret it as you may.

You always would tell me,�Stay a while and let the sun shine,�
But it has been so long,
I have forgotten how.
Let me know.
But when i ask,
You just repeat yourself,
Over and over again.
How can I get you to tell me?
I must draw this secret out of you,
But how?
........................................
I have come to a conclusion,
I will wait,
But I need to know.
I cannot ask,
So I sit,
And recollect...
The memories and pains of the past,
They do but one thing,
Torment,
To the point of insanity.
Although,
The mistakes of the past have allowed me some comfort,
Comfort in knowing I will never be that person again.
But her words still consume me once these memories have passed,
The only thing occupying my mind is,
�Stay a while and let the sun shine.�,
It is filling me up,
My mind,
My heart,
My lungs,
Are overflowing with this haunting statement.
I�m becoming incapasitated.
I try to draw in breath,
My feeble attempt fails,
So again I try,
The results are the same.
I�m suffocating,
And no one is near,
Except,
My best friend,
And worst enemy.
I reach for it,
But my hand is denied,
There you are,
�Stay a while and let the sun shine.�
There is a warmth in your voice that I have never felt before.
The darkness begins to devour me,
Now I understand,
I let go,
The black turns to light,
And there you are.