answer me

(letter to my grandma who passed away 13 years ago when i was 5) written to the beat called (answer me)

Dear Grandma,

  Its been a while now more like 13 years but i don't know who's keeping count my mamma told me to be patient and you'd come back down but i don't ever think that's gonna f*****g happen now.. cause I've been writing you letters used a balloon sent em' to heaven but still no message or a feeling that you are present.. but i have you in my heart an that's all that counts cause i know you're up in heaven looking down on me now.and no doubt that you will always be the one in my heart the one who helped me through the bullshit when i was all torn apart an for you i'm very grateful so there is no mistake that when you say that i'm your everything, all the hurt goes away. 

I('M  OPEN  TO  SUGGESTIONS  FOR  ANY  IDEAS  ON  WHAT  TO  PUT  AFTER  THAT)