Million Tears

A collab I did with another local rapper Tripp.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RTdWeelimTQ

AUDIO IS ABOVE

(Med-D Verse)

Is it my fault

Does it really matter

When we both see with light's off

I knew I'd feel you stand up

Blind 

Perspective's mine

Not ours

And I'm out my mind

I'm living my life 

On hours

Where the minutes minuscule

Menacing I envisioned this better scene

Where the finish is heaven and bitter wind is a never thing

Chest tightens and I fight another heart ache

Lets test lighting, tell me how much can a heart take

Mine's starving

Remember when we'd eat out

Sit parked sparking

Talking about our dreams, now

I sit darkly

Never feel the breeze of a cool night, hardly

Smoking too much weed, I'm a fool like Darwin

If everything evolves 

Our relationship, it proves

His f*****g theory wrong

And it's forcing me to choose

No belief in things at all

I just wanna tear this roof

Free the ceiling from the walls

Can I have a bit of room

Can I feel a bit of love 

Can I handle inner truth

I can feel you in my arms

I can feel just about every single time I took my fingers and they'd glide

Across your ever smooth skin

I can feel your gentle touch 

It's like I'm bout to move in

Tell me what?

There's a new face in

Some dude, a Jason

Pull a f*****g Jason

Run through adjacent

Pick up the pace then

Confront and face him

Tear the page, I can't take it

My stories unfold like the notes that you wrote there lonely

When the only one who'd hold you was the one that you went home to

When I was hopeless and you'd motivate me

Nobody holding the hope and no baby you never noticed I would've grown out of it

Now I'm fit

How can I go and prove it without a fit 

Now I've been doubting the amount of power that I have within

Happiness cowers, gets over-powered by the sense of being this coward, the balance, now I'm out of it

Hear me

(Med-D Hook)

I didn't give you enough

And now it's falling apart

(Tripp Hook)

How the hell do I say what I wanna say

Every night and day when  

Cause the pain inside

I cant hide when your out there not knowing that I 

When its all wrong

And your long gone 

Try keep in mind that I

I'm never gonna forget you 

Just know that I miss you 

And I wish you wouldn't tell me later that

(Tripp Verse)

Just then when I thought I was cried out You crept in my mind and I wanted a time out

I’m out Is the last thing I heard

It hurt so bad that I almost hit the curb

Word 

You don’t really wanna try again

But the sounds in your voice 

Tell me come on and hold my hand I never thought I’d get caught up in knot’s going again Look at the struggle that we went through chucked in a can I feel like Iron man 

Flying 

I’m not lying stop denying I never loved you Cause all I ever really think about 

When I’m in the house alone 

Is how I couldn't wait to meet up to kiss and hug you But I will take the blame on my part

Cause my heart made mistakes And I’m gonna be a man and stand

And tell you where I went wrong 

And I’d do whatever it takes So I can try to bring it back 

From sitting looking at the rest of the world as it turn’s Cause whenever we came together

Our lives got much better but now were apart it just hurts I’m trying to find the perks in that

I put our problems on my shoulders and it hurt my back But now I’m learning that

If you love someone enough you’ll give it all up

So they can try to put there life on track That’s why you got a call from me

Don’t act all surprised I never cried on the phone I was being strong 

Till I got alone in my room and I balled my eyes And then it multiplied

I’m trying to find a way to let it all die inside It’s either that or I’m gonna be by your side

I’m at the point where I fall or try , So don’t call that guy

Hit me up let me know what ya feel inside

(Med-D Hook)

I didn't give you enough

And now it's falling apart

(Tripp Hook)

How the hell do I say wanna say

Every night and day when  

Cause the pain inside

I cant hide when your out there not knowing that I 

When its all wrong

And your long gone 

Try keep in mind that I

I'm never gonna forget you 

Just know that I miss you 

And I wish you wouldn't tell me later that

Reviews

[Tumara Hall]

Wow!! So amazing!! So well written and the music blew me away! Keep going your fab!!!

[♪Barklight♪]

Brilliant rap! :D awsome in both music n rhymes

[Damien Davison]

Thanks a lot!

[Rene Velez]

no bad and trust me I'm a critical critic when it comes to rap.

[Damien Davison]

Much appreciated, thank you!

[TL Boehm]

this is an incredible write and collab. in spots it is beautiful and in others gripping, edgy and raw. Well done.

[Damien Davison]

Thank you, we're both glad you enjoyed it!

[Sierra Erway]

This was great! I'm personally not into rap and all, but I sincerely think your lyrics are amazing. I like how you tell a story, pretty much, with all your songs. Great job :)

[Damien Davison]

Thank you, it means a lot!

[Tarry Franck]

What a great job. The words/the music - Awesome! Keep on keeping on.

[Damien Davison]

Thank you very much!

[Tarry Franck]

My pleasure

[B-poet]

A definite banger. Great work. And keep striving to be the best you want to be. :)

[Damien Davison]

And only better than! Haha. Thanks a lot, I appreciate it!

[coryhardwick]

i loved it !!! it reminds me of my life with my ex-girl i hope she hears it good luck

[Damien Davison]

Thanks a lot man! Glad you enjoyed it!

[Dayran]

It reminds me of the problem of loving too much ... where in doing so we realize that in touching another person, its like touching ourselves. We reject it of course ... its a clear contradiction of the premise of love ... then it must be a contradiction.

Napawe brother. A good write.

[Damien Davison]

Thank you, and thanks for the review, it's so true, co-dependency in a sense... It's mostly love for your sake I suppose.

[Rob Santana]

What's up man, long time no see. Hope everything is good with you. Killer track, both of you have good flow. I like the females voice, s**t sounds tight!!

[Damien Davison]

No s**t eh it's been a while! And thanks a lot man, much appreciated!