For You, Baby Girl (Song)

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It`s hard to find the words to describe the way that I`m feeling

I can`t be alone without my baby, seems her love is leaving

My heart is bleeding

Happened so fast I could hardly see it

I need you baby, daddy`s little girl

Had it, want it, need it

Now, I`ll better myself

Axe my f*****g sad selfish ways

My daddy left me

I`m going to make sure your daddy stays

Don`t worry about me, I`ll be fine

Though I`ve never been through worse

It`s easy to drown, sniff, inhale the pain

Though it f*****g hurts

I need to find a better way

A harmless escape

Cause I can`t deal with this on my own

This is death`s race

Should I build my coffin now, knowing she`ll see me when she`s older

Tried all the help available, but as I grow, it still gets colder

I don`t know what to do 

I don`t know where to turn

A brother tried to help, I sniffed so much it gave him debt burn

I fucked up, maybe they`re right

Maybe I`ll never get better

Hit the streets with a ball, a knife, a snap back, and my leather

Snap out of it, grow up, be a man, raise your daughter

Cannabis, throw up, drop it all for girl`s momma

Out of this, go up, try and be a solid father

You don`t want to rob her potential of being someone

At the same time, you`ve been here before

Fell back thrice, prove yourself to court

F**k life`s s**t, need babe more

She`s not here, f**k`s life for!

I`m not saying I won`t try my hardest

Need a f*****g reset, get it and got it

Aint about me, no it never really was

How can you help yourself and focus on others

`It`s so easy, it`s so easy`

Shut the f**k up

It aint that easy

I must not care, I don`t give a s**t

I left you out of love, but you`ll never see it

That way, that way, this way

What

Back and forth

Is that what you want!

Done this before, thrice on the floor

A rock bottom m**********r can only go up

I`ll get my daughter back

She aint a f*****g privilege 

She`s my baby

She`s the only reason I am here

And now I have to change who I am, just to see her

Now, how fair is that!

Sure, how fair was I

But this aint about us

It`s about me and her, the bond we share

That needs to be nurtured and cared

What the f**k are you thinking...

I`ll tear the light from the sky!

You thought I was fucked then!

Ha!

Lets see how this goes

I`m losing it

Seriously

I`ll die down this path

Though I`ve walked it for so long

I`ve passed the same bush 300 times

Something must be wrong...

Whatever my problem is Alexis, daddy loves you more than anything he could ever dream

And although it seems daddy`s never there, don`t be scared

We`ll be reunited

And no one will take you from me again, I promise you I`ll keep on fighting.

Reviews

[Sabrina]

'I left you out of love but you'll never see it' amazing words and your anger is chanelled so beautifully

[Damien Davison]

Thank you for appreciating it

[K-mo]

Wow! A lot of emotion is in this piece and it is written well:) I love it

[Damien Davison]

Thank you, I poured my heart in to this one before I went to detox...

[K-mo]

well it is really good, I felt your pain in this

[MedievalK]

Ok so although I've seen this many times, it still makes me cry lol.

[Damien Davison]

Awe, thanks for the review.

[Chris Provencher]

Deep, man. And very touching. It's great that you can put it all into words like that.
Be strong, keep fighting. It's a hard path to walk, but it's worth the pain and effort. Keep writing, keep posting, and we'll all be here with our support when you need it.

[Damien Davison]

Thanks a lot, putting out my work actually has made me a little happier with the great responses I'm getting. I appreciate the review, thank you.

[Heather]

this is such a touching song i teared up just reading it.. you did an amazing job(:
keep writing..

[Damien Davison]

Awe, thank you.

[Heather]

any time :)
if you have time, can you pls comment on some of my pieces? thanks

[Damien Davison]

Absolutely, I will be sure to comment on a few of your pieces.

[That_Girl]

Growing up, both of my parents were drug addicts and since I've sort of had no patience for parents on drugs. But this a beautiful song and its obvious how much you love your daughter. Keep fighting.

[Damien Davison]

Thank you, I really appreciate that.

[luviva]

this has made me cry.. dude you feel it, i mean fight for her before is too late...

[Damien Davison]

I have been trying hard. It's been 3 months since I wrote that. Still working on some things. Thank you for reading, I'm glad it touched someone as it did.

[luviva]

yeh but dont give up.. i knw u wil win her back but all in all gain her trust

[Courtney Rose]

So powerful, I can tell you love your daughter very much

[Damien Davison]

That I do, thank you for reading.