Chosen Pessimist (Song)

It seems I've lost my way again

Think back

Have you ever really found it yet

Moon's light when clouds' darkness consumes

Light from the stars

Won't be making it through

As my powers get stronger

My hope is fading

Keep living longer

More medication

Just want to hold her

Love's dissipating

Be normal

Ostracism evading

Although I am the chosen pessimist

I've gotta keep a light on

To support the shattering stress

Slippin back in to addiction

Drinking love's poison to win it

Conquer all the wrong with a wrong or two

It's me I'm killing

I guess we'll all die anyway

Deal with it right memory is still stained

An uneasy stack of bullshit with no support

Just let it all go

Think nothing of the sort

Sounds easy

Have you seen what I've seen

Done what I've done

Been what I've been

Swam up the same stream

And dreamed the same dreams

Don't mean to be mean

But it's yourself you can't see.