Never meant to be part 3

Take a bow the play is coming to a end.

Have you ever felt it?
The pain with losing a loved one.
Of losing your soul mate.
Did you ever do something so foolish?
As to push them there?
Did you ever just wish...
you could take all your words back
to start all over
to keep on saying three simple words
To say your sorry.
To say good bye
To say so many things
Left unsaid
Because of one moment?
So many things.
I wish i told him.
So many and yet so little time.
In the end, in the very end.
He still won
And i....
lost far more then i was willing to give.
So much more.
Désolé
In the end that's all i could say.

Author's Note

Because no matter how hard i tried i never said it to him...when it mattered most.