Pain Within

 

Too much of this inner pain

Hurts too much it drives me insane

People keep chucking s**t at me

It causing pain can’t they see?

I feel I am going to crack

I try to hide my tears back

I’m just a broken child

I hide behind I fake smile carrying denial

Trying to cover up my pain

But every minute I cause my heart strain

Day after day it a battle to the next

But deep down I’m a nervous wreck

All my fears come flooding back

My feelings go in panic attack

From the damage that has been done

Makes my whole body feel numb

Then I go sleep at night

Ready for the next day to fight