Carry on hurting me

Pain of sadness it burns

Makes my stomach turn

Misery of being alone

Make my soul feel like stone

Feeling of being abandoned and disserted

Every single tear gets blurted

Terrified of being unloved

Make me feel like my heart being shoved

My life feels so broken

The fear already has been woken

Suicidal thoughts come to my head

Like you really care if I was dead

 

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- ahhh dale - this hurts - it pierces the heart - the thought of this searing pain - it really does pierce the heart - and every word serah said - is so true - we could never let them win - in our loss - is their victory - in our defeat - they will rejoice - they who hurt endlessly - never cared - tortured beyond measure - they who are dark and wrong and evil and sick - and we know we cannot - just simply cannot - let that happen - we move - in great pain - carrying the loads of our scars on our breaking backs - because we know - that there are the people who care - who care about us - and who would see us through - and who would rejoice in the shining - of our light - while the ones who hurt us - they will burn - in their own dark hell -
the world needs you - yes it does - it needs your courage and your words and your art and your soul - and we need you - i do - and serah does too - and i know - that you win every single day - and very soon - this world will bow to your genius - i know it will -

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. ohhhh dale ... i cannot imagine my universe without you ... not a single day, week, month or year ... i know that it gets harder every day ... it gets harder for me too ... and even i have suicidal thoughts ... but i think of you and em ... and paul ... and wondering mind ... and sarah ... and i think i can't kill myself as you all are so precious to me ... but i also think one more thing ... i think i can't let satan win ... i can't let darkness win ... i can't make losers win ... i can't make evil people who hurt me win ... i just can't ... and it's in my control ... just as it is in your control ... you get to decide who wins ... you are pure light and goodness ... and that is why you have this power ... the power to do justice ... this poem is written brilliantly and very, very powerfully ... and any warrior who reads it will realize how it is natural to have these feelings ... but any warrior who reads this will also know of the power ... the power to defeat the wrong ... the power to ensure that light wins ... like you always say ... there is light at the end of the tunnel ... no matter how dark it is ... we warriors live in a very dark tunnel ... it's very long too ... but you are the light at the end of my tunnel ... without you ... my life would just be an unending tunnel ... and this world would be a poor pauper without your poetry and your art work ... your poetry and your art work needs to be taken to the people ... you must request mamabear and your care taker to find out about local art galleries ... your work must be displayed ... you must also ask them to find out about local publishers ... you are brilliant in poetry ... and your words would heal the heart of any warrior ... you are a real life super hero ... soon you will have evidence of that ... when you get to know many, many people ... who will thank you ... for inspiring them ... like we thank you ... it's just a matter of a little more time ... and then everyone will know you ... and need you ... and absolutely adore you ... we've got to fight it out and sit it out like you say ... and yes ... sitting it out is the hardest part ... but you are brave ... you work so hard ... every day you do so many things ... nothing will go to waste ... nothing can ... because you and your work and your words and your heart are super precious to all those who love you ...